An Ode to Home

If I ever knew that was the first and last time I was kissed back,

I would never have allowed you to kiss me.

If I ever knew that warmth of your hug was for the last time,

I would never have hugged you.

If I ever knew this was the last time I am watching you sleep smiling,

I would never have fallen asleep beside you.

If I knew it was the last time I was arranging everything here,

I would have messed up all those things.

If I knew this was last time I was waiting at my favorite place,

I would never have made it my favorite.

If I ever knew, that was the last time I am steeping out of my house,

I would never have explored the world.

If I ever knew that was the last time I am eating late here,

I would never have served that plate.

If I ever knew my gifted colors will remain unused,

I would never have accepted them.

If I ever knew my foodie demands are being fulfilled because this is the last time I am eating from her hands,

I would never have let her to make me eat that time.

If I ever knew you can't hold your tears when am not around,

I would never have boarded the train.

If I only knew all this would happen when am grown up,

I wish I remained a child...I wish I remained a child.